The disciplined acheives. The determined succeed.

Like Naruto, Hardworking and determined. Awaiting recognition.

After a year, turning round and round. I'm back to the same spot. Nothing changed, but a hole on my head is what we see. I chose and I tried. Only to see more disappointments. No one to blame. Move on.

The desire has not gone away. Its just vague. But soon, it'll be back. Burning.

New job, new start. But, just like another stepping stone. Acceptance more then satisfied. At least, for the time being.

Fighting for the opportunity that was lost many many years back. Studying all over again. To repay or its just another opportunity to grab.

Failure is another lesson learnt for people who has yet to succeed.

for benji

love,
gracie.

A Much Needed Trip

Stress, short-temper. I need the sea, sand and sun badly.

I'm leaving home soon for Tioman. A trip we needed most to unwind to our hectic work and school life. Its best for me to rest and stop stressing with my job, at least for awhile.

I'm looking forward to our 1st trip traveling together overseas and my 1st trtip travelling without my parents. Its gonna be fun, i swear!

New Pony Canvas Shoes

2 pairs of sneakers, 7 hansaplast!

Blistered feets. A couple limping down the streets...

Seeing her for the 1st time with shoes. She looks good and i love it! I simply love her with sneakers... *grin*

Updated... at last

I should get my ass off and start blogging... its becoming so bloody stagnant. Not updated for almost 2 months...

1 last deployment @Exxon Mobil Refinery, ORD parade and followed by an ORD dinner... Till then i can start clearing my leave and do the final countdown. The days seems harder to get by when its getting nearer and nearer... 46 days! Just can't wait for that day...

Since i've got a job offer already, i'll start work immediately once i ORD. Life should be better by then. Unless i'm not good enough to strive...

Working at Queensway today. Damn bloody crowded... but can't be compared to the crowd 2 years ago. Terry called a few days back asking me to help him out for the CNY period. Only able to work today since i'll be deploying @EMR for 2 weeks till the 2nd day of CNY. Alittle unfamiliar with the stocks, feeling abit lost but guess its not much a problem. Thinking of the extra allowance makes me smiling the whole day at least =)

Feeling wonderful for the past 2 months. Just a short 2 months...

Earthquake Cheese with Original's juice
Esplanade's mince meat noodle
Staying in watching VCDs
The photo takings
Taking walks, Shopping around but never got anything
Her way of describing how wonderful and delicious the food is
2006 countdown
And our X'mas:)

Just being with her makes me feel so wonderful. Perhaps, this time round i say i'm really in it. I'm intoxicated too ;)

Loving and being love... *happy and contented*

Gotta run!! Gonna be late booking in to camp... again:p

Why Did I?

Often, i wondered how much i've grown over the years. Regret is the word often i hate to use... too much i've gone through these years... the many questions, doubt about life and love.

Lack of confidence brought me to spoil the sweetness of it. If only i kept the known all to myself... it lives to become a perfect fantasy. Only if i had...

Hoping... i look forward to what i've been waiting...

I learn to realise the quote ' the greatest thing in life, is to love and be loved'. Learn to understand it, and feeling it personally.

Years of waiting and still waiting patiently.

Leave ends... goes back camp!

Exams over, still tired. Body aching all over and to bear the fact that i'm going back camp later... thats something not to be happy about. 14 hours of sleep really makes me feel much better after so many days of insufficient sleep.

Stuff needed back to camp are still left unpacked... my bedsheets and quilt cover stinks from the left over smoke. Been smoking excessively in my room. I'm really contradicting myself to say i hate the smell although i'm a smoker myself. Whatever~! Have to get my stuff packed soon... and to get my bedsheets and quilt cover washed later so it'll get dry before my next book out.

Been to mum's stall to help out on Saturday morning. It was rather busy, and somehow i've come to decide that i'll go help her out at the stall every weekend morning as long as i can wake up. Until her business starts to make profit and affort part-timers... she has been complaining alot lately. I'll help her save some expenses :) *tofu_toy becomes douhua_boy* ewww..!!